Waiting

 Waiting to do like this.....

Well I did feel this emotional release recently...in my own way....but posting a bit late, probably by 5-7 days.

Once life ceases

We ignore while life exists...

Once life ceases.....

We search for life in lifeless...

Meaning in meaningless

And form symbols & routines

justice

Someone share the below on justice...... hmm

Emotional angle is as important

pretty bad time

There is a lot that I can elaborate but seems like it will only end up making my writing less inspirational or one heck of cowardice writing.

Having said that..... Things are pretty bad. Like real bad.

I usually shrug or get back to normalcy although my mind keeps churning. But things are at a stat where its like everywhere it is churning.

I'm unable to bear & for some instances, I'm the csuse of the issues as well. Sad part is that, I'm not gifted in having a solace to share things and be understood as well.

Life is a lot of parallel lines. Many of us are facing lot of issues....so, its all relative.

~ BE ~

Masthana Masthana

Masthana Masthana

Lantana vil Masthana

...

https://youtu.be/GS-Wx0op2Jo

Masthana Masthana

Yearn

Too much, sometimes.

Haha

Iruvar - இருவர்

https://youtu.be/6ZH2x42v-xY

https://youtu.be/QH0SD6k-_VY

https://youtu.be/QmSiq_F6p5A

kandukondain kandukondain - கண்டுகொண்டேன் கண்டுகொண்டேன்

https://youtu.be/cuiyfr3GsqI

Like most, I have always liked the pada pada Aidh character in this movie.

It was ARR music that got me back to Tabu/Ajith meeting at the end and the BGM.

Then, I stumbled upon this a few days ago...what to say. Just love this character. Big big eyes of Tabu especially.

This movie is well written - each character is so good and many are real. This character is particularly attractive coz there are ambitions involved but situation deals a bad blow and the character deals with it so subtly realistic - the nod by Tabu st 24 secs - is so real and hitting the heart.

As a tribute and honoring women, I post this as many women around us are this way. Silent but strong and striving in their own manner, while managing other responsibilities etc. They may or may not end up being trailblazers but they are the movers who push the humanity forward.

Sadly the director's next Saevam thala mayam didn't address the casteism aspect - it soft punched it

Parched - land.

Long ago, I thought, even if I was the last man/human on earth, I would still like to be the happy at those moments - coz I love to live life.

Haha - I don't know if I still retain the same thought. It is fair to say, life has given me enough moments to feel not so eager to that thought or life itself.

Sometimes, it is good to have some love in life. Love in all it's forms - affection, care, closeness intimate blah blah. One also needs to be shown to be loved.

Nevertheless. Parched - land that yearns for a drop of water...and more of water.

Burning away.

I have a particular habit. I mask many things quite well.

But right now, I'm literally burning, some of this I can never mask. Yet, I mask. 

If only my help can be taken.

BABA Movie Scene

There is this scene in BABA movie.

I had seen this scene many times before and have always liked the reasoning that Thalaivar character makes in that movie. His deliberations inside his mind felt very insightful as it would present the reality of the life ahead of him in a married life.

Even after having seen, understood, bought in to this philosophy, I wonder why I had done the path prescribed against. Hehe.

Heartache makes me appreciate the deliberations and the feelings expressed in this scene. Having said that, logical mind questions another aspect: 

"if the trouble of married life or (forget the marriage custom) being with a companion + having the next gen/child, raising it is hard", 

If the mother/father character of the Thalaivar character in the movie had thought the same, would he have existed in the first place ? 

(Hello: grandfather paradox theory in time travel concept)

So, this thought process is all about avoiding certain responsibilities ? is it a bit selfish? 

Nevertheless, heart-ache it is.