Just don't expect from anyone

Just don't expect from anyone.

Not your parents.

Not your companion.

Not your progeny.

Not anybody who ever said they will do.

Just do what is required yourselves.

Delegation can work in office but only due to work structure. Even there or in politics, if you would be held responsible, you better follow up and ensure all is done.

I always thought I had a spiritual journey - situations may actually happily accelerate it.

Chronic Thirst & fatigue

When you bear bear and bear......and sometimes you don't even want to share your thirst/sorrow, for the fear of -1) coming across as excessively sensitive & not man enough and 2) it affecting your parents, all you are left with is fatigue.

Chronic fatigue. Lack of appetite for life. 

Hence, I say, my spirit is lost. Whatever.