Deep inside, I'm like above.
There is a space where nobody is really with me - for my thoughts/wish/yearn. In some cases it is hard for them to be there - even my family - and I understand that. However, that doesn't change what is deep inside me.
My only feeling is - there is got to be a reason for this deep inside - despite all the things.
What if I'm right ?
All I ever wanted and yearn is the care that somebody wanted to provide as amma but believe I have instead taken care like a daughter and provided all.
Yet, when even somebody deserted/deserts me, even in this deep space of manasu - for which I requested not to - I'm even more alone.
On top of it, to know the life that was lived - all feelings and amorous, I have to weepingly resign. What words, what feelings, what spontaneity,, what smileys - eppovume beating/vibrating heart.....
what actions that followed :(. aiyyo
In some context, the feeling that I have guarded so close & been true, I was made to realize I no longer have a place & have been forsaken. Time turned the wheels too fast. Sadly as it may sound for me, that is the truth & reality.— Nathan SP (நாதன்) (@nathan_sp21) July 26, 2018
I'm heartbroken, weeping sad. But, I accept.
Deepest care is the biggest sorrow in this world.— Nathan SP (நாதன்) (@nathan_sp21) July 24, 2018
When people SHOW you your place, believe it. pic.twitter.com/P3HhDcRAyy
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